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[magicalarchaeologist]

It worked. Kell's back mentally.

W̷̪͍̍̑͗͊̒i̶͍̮͌̆ṫ̷̡̩̦͔̔̑́̇͜ḣ̷͙̬̰̱̣͝ ̶͈͛ą̶̙̔̓̃͒͜͠ ̵̡̦̟̥̪̦͗̓́̉͌͊p̴̠͋̈̈̈́̌ŕ̵̢̨̛̊̈́̕̕i̸͉̮͑̈́ç̷̭̮̋̔e̸̡̯̤̣͈̮͂.̸͈͌̾͗͝

Upside to ritual, they can s̷̘̒͗e̴̪̗̍͘ȩ̸̛̎ ̷̢͔̾t̵̼̯̿ḧ̸̫́̀r̶̤̔ọ̶̝́ṵ̶̂g̷͕̚h̶͎̻͆ the illusions.

[thedevilwhorose]

Mentally. What about--

[He broke that line of thought off for once, not the indiscriminate text corruption.

He shouldn't follow it up with anything but, well.]

I̧͎̫͍̭͙̹̖̗̳̙̣̭̤͍̎̍̇́͂̈́ͬ̒́̒̀͊̈́ͨ͑̇ͬͮ̍̽ͯ̽͜͜͟'̷̵̮̱̪̩̻̤̻̫̻͉͙̖̩̥̿ͨ̿̅̔ͭ̓̽̊́ͦ͆̏̏͊ͨ̌ͥ̅́͘͜͟͝m̸̘͎͇͖̯̹̩̲̺͔̪̔̅͂ͤ͊̒̆̓͂ͧ̏ͤ̈́͘͢͞ͅ_͓̹͚̤̯̔͋̍́͢ so tired.

[magicalarchaeologist]

YOU'RE TIRED?

[ Yes he is message shouting essentially. He is much more tired and fucked up thank you very much.]

[thedevilwhorose]

Your exhaustion d̴̷̸̠̫͉̘̥̖̮̼̬ͩͨͮͤͤ̅̋̉ͩ͒̌̚̕͠ǫ̴͙̞̜̣̳̲̬̗͒ͤ̒̔ͥ̈́ͩͥ̈͆̄ͫ͟͠ͅȩ̭͓̏̿̍ͦ̊͌͐ͅs͎̘͆͌̎̇ͤͪ̽̑̎̾̎ͭ̈́͟͜ͅn̶̴̵̸̡̧̢̡̛̜̥͍̙̠͔̙͇̺̫̘̫͓̱̙̻̓̅͑ͯ̎̆ͬ́͐̾͆͋ͯ̅͂ͧ̚͟'̸̷̴͕̘̤̯͚̬̾̿̿̾́̔̋ͦ̕͢͢͠͝ͅţ͖̩̙̺͍̻̙̖̥̘̘̥͑̄̈ͥ̾̎̒ͦ̓́ͧͮ̑ͯ͢͝ͅ m̛̘̱͎̺̦̭ͯ̒͋ͅā̴̠̥͈ͩ̐͝͠_̴̗͎̻͓̤͚̠͐̍̓̄́k̬͆͛ͪ̃́̉́e̚_̸̢̠̙̤̠̻̘̙̫̬̪̣̼̐ͨ̓̂͐̿́̌́͐͗͑͑̓̿̀͋̽͂ͪ̚͢͟͢ͅͅ mine any less important.

[aka: bite me]

[magicalarchaeologist]

Try getting between two ș̶̕ṳ̵͆̇p̴̠̾̚e̷̳͌r̶̡̖̄n̴͎̊a̷̳͗t̶̺͂̏ŭ̷̥r̸̳̤̒a̸͙̽͂l̴̺̹͛ ̸̲̿̅p̸̻͆͛e̵̞̿o̵͈̼̓̚p̵̦̏l̶̼͌̂e̴̦̗͋͊ fighting to the death out of d̸̞̣͆r̸͔͛ù̵͕g̴̛̹g̶̺̑ę̶̟̇̏d̴̰̩̓ insanity. After being psychotic f̸̖̬͝o̵̦̯̿r̶̺̀ ̵̭̅̈́h̵͔̀õ̸̢̆u̸̼͂̇͜ŕ̴͕̎s̴̛̫because the cure had consequences!

[ He is very stressed out. ]

[thedevilwhorose]

What consequences, I̡̢̛̛̭̪̞͋ͪͥs̷̴̝̻t̷͓̝̼̟̬̗͇̟̰͖̝ͩͥ̍̑̐̓̍ͦ͟͝_̶̜͇͖̰̗͔͈̂̋ͯ͋͊̉ͫ̽͐͜͠͠ŗ̟͍̯̯͚̬̥̥̖̄̄ͥͧ͑̑͐̕e̎ͥ͒̈͌_̫͔͕̦̻͒ͮͯ̀̇͘͟͜͞͡d̴̡͙̪̭͈̺͔͎̲̘ͨ̅͗͌̾͋̐̊͢͟d̶̘͙͓̩͚͙̖̞͖ͧ̊͛̅̄̈ͯ̒͆ͩ̑ͮͯ͋̊́̽ͥ͐̓̉ͩ͘͡͝ ?

[magicalarchaeologist]

I took his sickness into me.

Lucifer, I h̵̲͑́a̵̡̤̅v̵̝̇è̷̗͝ ̷͎̼̈́ť̵̮͓͝ő̸̙ ̴̜̪̂̏ḅ̶͗̚ͅe̵̙͒ strong for everyone but I̷͎̊̓'̶̻̥̿m̵̾͜ ̸͈͔͠n̷̝̼̎͝o̸̜͗̀ẗ̶̡͎ ̷̞̄s̸̮̚t̷̲͔͐̔r̶̞̮̍ȯ̵̢͗͜n̶̮̄̑g̸̻̬̈́.̸͖͊ I'm nobody.

[thedevilwhorose]

[Really, he doesn't know why he even asked.

Goddammit he's not built for platitudes and even if he could manage to fake it Istredd probably wouldn't believe it coming from him, so he gets something that he just might listen to and accept.]

So now you're sick but maybe not insane, great. Guess what. Nobody is one of the only sane ones they've got, then.

It's more than they have. It's more strength any of them have.

That's enough.

[magicalarchaeologist]

[ He was fairly close to having a panic attack, it's been a hard twenty-four hours on top of a terrible week and a half, but Lucifer does surprise him. And then, as per usual, when it shouldn't be possible, he makes him smile. ]

Look at you, being comforting.

[ Lucifer may not be able to sense his feelings anymore, but he can probably read the tone in his words sometimes. ]

[thedevilwhorose]

İ̴̭ h̢̛̭̣̦̼̰̖͖ͣͩ̈́̏̄͂̒̒̋͒̇̄ȃ̵̸̸̱͔ͥ͋͋v̴̦͕̘̮̪̗̜̹̈́͊͢͢͞_̯̦̦̯ͮ͆̕͝e̵̪̞̳͕͚͎̩͙̝̎͂̈ͭ͒͊̓̒̄̋ͧ͗̌̉ͪͬ̕͟͠͞ g̴̡̺̖̠͚̭̲̪͔̥ͬ̈́ͬ̿̀̋̃͠ọ͒̔̎͗́ͥ̈́ͧ̓͘͟͡t̡̡̛̻͕̣̯̻̝ͭ̾͗̓͒ to be nearing a quota a̹͙̹ͥ̄͝t̝͔̟̀ͪ̌ͨͫ̂̓͢͠ t͛̎̀̚͜h͖͔_̢͉͉̳̤̭̣̺̰̳͗̄̀ͨͨͨ̄ͧ͆̉̄̎̊̅̕i̳͇̺̐̄ͩͣͅs̫̜̤͙͉͒ͦ̔̒́ͨ͡ point.

[magicalarchaeologist]

I r̷̩͎̈̋e̵̪̮̔ȧ̴͠ͅĺ̸͓ḻ̵̟̀̐y̶̧̿ ̵̖̖̌a̷͈͍̽n̸͕͙͠ḓ̷̈́̒ ̸̛̞͓t̶̤̯̎͝ŗ̴̛͍u̸̹̔l̷̼̝̆ẙ̴̦ miss you, Lucifer.

[ He's allowed to say it. He's too fucked up to care anymore. ]

[thedevilwhorose]

[When you just want to stop responding to a slightly crazed-out person but you also know it's dangerous not to.]

Ĩ̙̳̟͔̙ͤ̐̒͑̐ͬͤ̌͗̀̐̀͜͝ͅͅ saw an ad for burial plots, a̳͓͒n̷̵̛̛̫̙̠̖̲̯͚͓̤͕͖͍̬̥̺ͫ̿̄̉̅ͨͬ͗͆̃̌͒̅̃͘͜͡͡͞_͇̈̐d̳̟ͯ̂͜ I thought... "That's the last thing I need!"

[magicalarchaeologist]

[ It's okay, he didn't expect a reply. If puns is all he can offer, so be it. ]

Dark humor is like food. Not everyone gets it.

[thedevilwhorose]

If only you could sustain yourself off it j̡̗̞̟̤̥̹͆ͫ͒̒̿ͮͪ̑ͥ̑͜͟͡ṷ̷̸̴̲̝͕͔̙̱̰ͦͥ͂͗̌͌̓ͭͮ͒͢͠ş̩̤̣ͤt̵̴̢͍̹̳̜̲̣̦̳̾̽̈̄̈͌ͧ̿ͨ̌̀̎̍̎ͧ͞ t̥͕ͪ̀ḩ̸͈̥̮̟̾ͥ͡͠e̵͍ͬ́̈͝ s̷̸͔͔̰̲̙̀͐́͒̈́ͯ̅͛͆͐͆͘̚͡a̱̩͐m̵̶̢̯̜̯̜̮̝͚͔̑̃̌̆͌̈ͭ̅ͬ́ͮ̃̏͞ḙ̵̶̩̲̬̗̲͖̤̣̦̲̜͙͉̊͂̋͗̊̽́ͤ͛͒͑͗̕͢͝ͅ.

[magicalarchaeologist]

Tell me something frỏ͕̰̭͔ͦm̘͎͚ͦ̓ t̙̿̅̓̈ȟ͕̾͊̿è̳̖ outside.

[thedevilwhorose]

[I got thrown in the dungeons for trying to get at Ambrose.

I got a fisherman eaten by a sea creature on the lake.

I've gotten to torture prisoners for information.]

Rhy and Kyle are currently my roommates. W̴̴̗̤̲̰̰̣̺͊̃̿̉͋͐̅͛͑̚͡͝h̶̷̷̺̹̮͉͉͙͐̀̏̍̀̀̾ͬͬ̌ͬ͆̆̄̉͠ḛ̺ͨ͆̅̐̉͑n͙̬͂ w̷̠̣̦͚̫̦̹̟͉̤͒ͥ̈̽̋̈̄̀̐̚͠͠͝e̝'͡rȅ̹͖̭̄ͅ ņ̡̞̆͌ͣ͟ò̵̶̦̭͔̝͚͌̾͛͒̐_̶̢̳̲̤t̶̸͕̣̝̮̼͓̻͕̩ͯͩͯͨ̿̋̓̓̾̿ͭ͛͘ ru̻̙͂̉̂ṉ̶̴̢̜͈̪̅͐ͩ̽ͮ̚ṇ̸̂i̧̢̱̙͇̪̯̞̠̊̀ͦ̍͑̏̒ͮͦ̈̅ͦ̐͘͝ņ̶̴̹̖̣̳͍̂ͦ̾̈́ͦ̐̌ͤ̓͊͛̋͗͠ͅg̸̡̡̳̥͍͂͊̔ͥ͟͢ a̴̬̦̳̠̺̬͑ͧ̒͘b̀ͯo̸̦u̢̖̞̗̮̗̐̎̓̄ͪ̽t̘̬͓ͦ̾ͩ́.̵̸̷̛̜͇̳͈̭̹̃ͮ̓ͮ̎͊̓ͣ̈̚͘ Some semblance of safety for them.

[magicalarchaeologist]

Well I was only a rooommate placeholder.

[thedevilwhorose]

Y͈̲̝̤͊͗ͥ́͘͝ṑ̡̮̣͈͈̹͚̩̠͇̈̅̾ͩ͌ͨ̓̄̆ͣ́ͣu̸͔̣͚̗̬̺̙̬̹͖̒ͣ̀͒̿͌͜ ņ̟ȅ̢̢̛͚̫͙̝̼͓̯͉̥͍́́̏ͣ͒̇̄̓̋ͫ͐̀ͬ͢͝v͖̥̼̏̓͞ẹ̷̶̢̨̛̖̣̳̯͕̹̻̠͎͙̳ͣ̂ͤͯ͟͜͡ͅr̴̴͇̺̟̯̗̩͉͖̀̔͋ͭ͋̔̃̽̆ͨ͒_̷͕͕̿ͣͤ̏̕͝ f̴̷̡̙̙̘͊̈͌̅͒̇o̷̸̤̪̫̓̽̈́ͨ͝r̆̎͑͞_̘̫̹͈̳̺̅́́̒̈́̊ͦ̿ͩ͘g̷̶̩͉͓̞͔͇̞̮̪̅̑̓̉̀̂ͮ̈̿͌̉̚ͅȅ̛̮ͥ̕ẗ̶̛͙̺͕͓̯̮̺̈ͬ̅̌̆̾̽̇̏̓̚͢ y̬̝͎ͫọ̶̶͚ͤ̋́_̷̵̴̴̪̦̔ͫͪͥ̆́̄͑͑̚͠u̯͎̍̐ͬͅr̴̰̂ f̭̜̝̦ͧ̓ͨ̽̉̈̾ͬ̕̚͝i̧̧͍̦͎͍͓͈͔̞͈̠ͬͭ͊̉ͪ̋̃ͨͭ̽̃́̽͡r̵̭͚̤̰̪̹̤͒̿ͮ̒̋̃͒ͮ̅ͥ̃͆͐̎ͯ͊ͣ̀̕͘͘͠s̟̞̙̮̹̤͍̲͌͌ͦͤ̈́̏ͬͦ́̆̃̓́̈ͩ͊͘ţ̶̸͖̩̺̪̻̪͙͈͑́̿͌͐ͧ̂̓ͬ̊̅͟_́ͫͬ.̸̨̠͓͕̫̭̖̱̀̈́ͤ̓ͣͯͥ͐_̗̠̂͌̇

They're terrible replacements.

[magicalarchaeologist]

You're picky.

[thedevilwhorose]

I'm extremely picky!

No one's even sleeping! Just blackout passing ȏ̷̵̫͕̫̣̬̹͍̱͆̋͑̄ͥͣͫ͡ͅu̗̟̪ͤ͠t̝̠̃̓́_̷̶̞̥͔̪͓͔ͤ̋ͫ͆̈́ͬ̔̽̑͂̾ͧ̌́͆͢͞ ẉ̸̴̢̖͕̻̠͉̞̫͖̯͇͇̓̓͋̔͑͆̇̄̾ͨ̄̏̚͢͜͝͝h̛̻͖̱̝͉̯̫̹̜́͐ͮ̄̉ͧ̇̊̒͟͞ě̷̵̴̛̻̘͚͂̀̀ͮ̋̓ͨ͛ͯͨͪ͊̇͘͟͞͠͡͡n̥̞͓̺̒̉ͩͥ̓ͧ͒̚̚_̟ we're not trudging a̬r̛͙͓͙̺̗ͫ́ͧ́͒ͩ͟o̵̵̶̡̠͎̺̤̼̜ͦ͆̅̇͑ͪͪ̀̐́̍̕̕̚͝ư̵̦̺̹͇̥̅̊̉̐̾̾̚̚̕_̢̲ͤ͌n̢̧̯̣͉̮̮̼͉̳͇̬̝̟̼̖̟ͩ̉̾͗̀̔̌̂ͥ̄̑͊͐͘͞͠ḑ̷̵͉͖̰̯ͧͬ̌̓̈́̓ͬ͠ Thorne's territory! Fake it 'til you break-it, it's great. Super.

[magicalarchaeologist]

Same. Hard to sleep. T̃̌_̡̔̿̋͢ö̜̺̘́͒͐r̛̟̭̓ͧ̊̑͢t̷̹̟̟̓ͬ̄͛́͠ú̦͙̅͊_̸̣̼̾̕r̴̢̻͍͖̩̳͖̊ͯ͐ͯ̉̈e̴͎̽̔̀_̨̲͚̟͐͑͜͡ Ḭ̺͎ͧ̓͐͡ ṭ̛͍̹ͬͧͧ́h̸̟̻͔̔͐ͬ̊̑̉̿̚ͅī̧͈̻͎͛ͮ̑̆ͣ͑͘n̈̀ͨ́̂̈́̈̆͝͡k̽͝ Ground moves, shrieks. Vines strangle.

If I g̿ͥͫe̍t̷͓̳̳́ͬ́͊ͯ́͝ ỏ̹̪͈̏u̒t̆ oͯ͂f̸̞̰̘̹̗͂ͣͧ̽ͤ this, we're locking the door and s̸̝̠͓̉̍́ͩ͠ḽ͖͚ͥͫ͘e̩̍́ę̸͖̪͈̉̊ͮp̨̥̹̯͆́ͣ̽̓̊ͤ̿ͩi̮̳ͫ̅͊͊ͮ̌̏͊̚n̖̟̘ͭ̔̒g̖̎̃ for days.

[thedevilwhorose]

[what's he going to do with his Roommate Situation when Istredd doesn't make it back, he wonders

he's sort of used to Kyle

Jack sleepwalks so he's probably never sleeping normally anyway

he maybe shouldn't imply. right now. when Istredd doesn't come back.]

Deal.

[magicalarchaeologist]

[ Neither of them think it's likely he's going to survive. And they both probably know that. At this point his only goal is to keep the kids alive. ]

You got s͑e̷̳͂̾̒ḙ̦̈́ m̤̎̾̅ͩ_̎or̡͙̬͔͆̀ę̰͇ͩ͆̅͡ ôf͓̰̖̽͂̎͢ Thorne? Anything good?

If you went to Hayle U̴͔͒̌n̩̘̐͘͢i̟̬̥ͭ̈́ͅv̱͛e̖͔ͧrͫ_̽͗̄̾s̸̭̗̯͛̇̍i̱t̘ͦ̈̔y̅̓̄ I̵͆̎͢'̞̓́m̥̟̔ g̏o̲͙̫̿̍̒̈́i͖̠ņĝ͉͔̯ͅ t͇o̵̠͙͢͞ b_͎̼̱͍̄̽e̠͘͢͝ pissed.

[ Istredd desperately wants to visit there, okay? Think of all the magic books. ]

[thedevilwhorose]

Haven't p̵̧̠͈̖̥̤̯͇̹̙̞̏̀͢_̷̛̯͎̪͗ͮ̀̎̿͑͟ǎ͇̮̚͡i̘̙ͯͧͭ̈̿͋́̍̈͞d̶̶̢͙͕̤̣̮̞͚̥͆̀̊̋͋͌̓͊̋ much attention. Lots of woods.

Hayle would've been worthless. Out oͫf̵̵̩͕̩͉̭̠ͧͧ́̋̑ͩ̿͘͢ ț̭̭̂̉́̓ͯh̷̨̛͈͙̦͇̟̜̜͉̓̂̉ͭͬ͊̈͗ͦͧͯ̚͠e̷̴̟͔͔̓͠ way. We're narrowing in. W̴̩ͬe̵͖̻̱̭͈͙̭͇̦̖̿̍̏ͣ͒͆̃̌̆͂ͬͯͬ͐ͮ̔͘͢͟͡ a͍̖̝̽_̷̝͓̭̩̄́̿̀ͤ̚͝͝ͅr̵̶̨̨̡̖̣̙̼̻̟̱̼̘̤͚̗̹͎̝̟͔̀̽̈́͗́ͬ̆̐͆̃̓͛̓̐ͩ͘͜è̶̡̛̙͇̘̲ͮ_̢̨̧̯̘̗̯̤̰̜̜̰̳̝̝̫̥̐̾ͤ̿ͤ̊̓ͯ͐͝͠͞͡͞ͅ.̴̢̣̺͉͇̬̖̯͔̟̲̤͍̗̝̹͕͖̞̺ͥ͒ͭ͗ͥ́̒ͧ̃ͯͯ͗ͣ̇͌̑̅̚͟͝͡.

[magicalarchaeologist]

Ļ̱̀́ͭu̪̰̟ci͈_̏̐̍̅̊f͔͊͒̉ẻ͙̺̍̑͘r̖̱͓̽͘ i̍́͒ţ̴͍͗̀ͩ w̢̟̋̃̓̿o̷̧̟͇̝͐u͆l̦ͦ̅d͎̹̭̿̍͋̓n̮̐'ț̠͌ͧͣ̈́̄

[Something in him cracks a little and because their minds aren't connected anymore, he lets his thoughts stream uncontrolled.

It wouldn't be your fault if you can't find us. I know you've done everything you can. If you don't make it in time, I'm afraid of what will happen to you. That it'll break something in you, when you thought there was nothing left to break. I'm afraid Yennefer will rage and damage her image, the only thing she'd have left without me, Geralt, and Ciri.

I'm afraid I'll never see you again, not even to say goodbye. I don't want this to be the end of my life, failing other people.]

There's ąͮ̓̍ cr̬̈̆̐ë̮͔͍ͭ̉äͭ͊ͦ̈́ţ̞̟ͩu͔̬͇_̀r͎̭͇͊́̽ͦ̚ë̴̲̼͇͍̜̖͛ͧͫͬ̚_̚ held by the shrines. Maybe a god. I have a key to the last one.