[ Istredd hasn't been able to go back to the Horizon since his talk with Nat, which was quick but informative. It's near impossible now with everyone drugged up and in bad places. He is constantly on edge and afraid if not for people, but of people. He has minimum one-shot power abilities at best and he's trying to look out for the other people from Thorne, but the reality is, he's not a fighter. He can't actually protect any of them.]
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I am handling me too.
[ And because he's weak. ]
Ī̷̞ ̷͔̻̿̕m̷͉̬͗͘i̷̓͒͝ͅs̵̞̳͓̚s̵̨̼͑ ̷̧̻̝́͠y̵̜̘̘̾̇̈ö̶̜̫̼̈́͝ú̶̡̠̻̃.̷̭͂͘